Well yesterday was a good day!!!! I got through some stuff that I needed to but I just didn't have the words to tell the people...but then all of a sudden I did it. I let Sherry know that I am looking for a job in Reno...and that I won't be taking that job in Carson...I dont want that commute especially to Carson.

Then later that day when I got back I told my lil bro that I didn't want to move out with him. That was sad. I think I hurt his feelings...and my mom was disappointed too. But I can't just keep letting other people keep me at a high stress level doing things I don't want to do for any other reason than the keep them happy. It only makes me mad. So onto apartment searching for a one bedroom apartment.

And I finished sewing some on sherry's jingledress. Yesterday I had a meeting in Carson with Sherry and Lisa. It's interesting how we met at the University around University activities and how now we are do things for the State of NEvada. I have also decided that I do want a master's degree and will hopefully start up in the Spring of 06. I was lost for a bit...just needed to recover and regain some direction after my crappy undergrad experience. But I got through it. I am alive and ready to thrive. Haha...whatever. Things take time. It's taken me a year to find some kinda direction...or a goal that involved a couple of years.

I am at work right now trying to concentrate and I just can't seem to. I am thinking of what will turn out with us. Don't know. Can't stress too much about it though.

Things have a way of working themselves out. The destination isn't as enjoyable as the journey. I think that's how that quote goes.

Yeah anyhow...after my bro packed up everything and left to go back home...I walked over to my cellphone and I was excited that I had a messege on there...it was from christina...and I knew exactly what it was going to be about being that it was Thursday and all. So I ended up going out with Shana, Andrea, Joey, Christina, and some other chic...she was fun too. I saw some guys there I haven't seen in so long...not since my sophomore year of college!!!

Anyways...I didn't have any dinner and I wanted some mudslides. I had about 5 or so drinks and man was that enough to keep me wasted from the time we got there till we left. I wasn't that bad when we left though...I could walk on my own. I have never been like that up in a club before...man. But it was good that I was in a semi large group of girls...plus one boy!! oh yeah...and we saw Hooper there. That was so funny!! He dances decent though. I was acting like a damn mad woman out there on the floor. my toes hurt today too..that's what I get for wearin girly shoes...my toes get stepped on and hurt.

Well I have a lot of sewing to do. I need to get on it.

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