I am planning the conference sessions. Seems I am doing this more and more lately. I hope to do a great job. There are many ideas and the earlier you get them out the better.

So I am nearing an approximate budget for the conference food and the food alone is in the thousands of dollars...or I could be cheap...aye. Whatever I want to be able to make this conference way enjoyable and benedficial to equipping youth or inspiring them to accomplish whatever future goals they may have...or help them form goals they don't have.

So anyway. I don't want things to cloud my mind. I do need to do more reading in the bible and stuff. The future is a great place to look forward. Yet where does vision come from....who does it go out to?? Can we see vision outside of our minds?? Is it tangible...is it a feeling, a state of mind or what??

Man...there are some little kids in the office that just left. Just cute. Ndn babies are cute. I want some of my own soon. I like taking care of little ones right now. I never used to really. But life is a process and certain things come your way to prepare you for what is next. You pray first for it and then read the signs on the way and be submissive to it. So I have faith relying on God that he is preparing me day by day and will always prepare me for the next step in my life.

Love...am I in it??? It'll just happen Dwight told me. Well I have never been so involved with someone else's family. I liked having a sense of community around me whether it be professionally, family, sports, music, powwow, etc.

I was just listening to Sade in the car. Oh the days. The memories. I am still in those days actually.

Free to express everything I feel?? No. Not to anyone anymore really. Just one in particular. Not really as concerned as before. Growing up. Way up.

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~~All things are permissable but not all things are beneficial~~