Yesterday I went home and I just about cried when I walked into my mom's house. I thought I was going to make a skirt and all of that. I walked into the house with all my fabric and what not and I saw this really fancy fancy shawl laid out on the couch and I was like...who the heck is that for!!! There was a not on the top of it that said it was to me from my sister!! I was so happy.

This weekend is the Stanford Powwow and I have three outfits now. But I finally have an awesome shawl to dance in!! I have been wanting a really fancy one and I wasn't going to dance until I got ....so I was thinking that I had to make one for myself but my sister made me one instead!! She loves me!!...So I am going to be dancing fancy Shawl this weekend. Should be a good time. Last weekend I danced and this weekend I will dance as well. Then I will go to DC pretty and right when I get back there is a powwow on my rez that weekend. Oh I am so happy!!

I have to finish up some beadwork I started as well. Things for dancing are coming together very well. I love it. I think I will give that Miss Indian World thing a shot eh. What have I got to lose besides the opportunity???

Well I am at the center awaiting to eat lunch here on Dead day. I love the staff here I worked with all year long. I am going to miss them.

I also have to work on my resume now that I have more experience to add to it. So lovely.

The future is yours Lord. I just pray that I am in obedience and that I don't slack and miss what I am supposed to be doing. Sometimes we can just wait around for things to fall on us but we need to take some initiative. That's what I want to do. Take initiative but not if it's forced or way too soon or in my own timing and what not....that can mess things up. But where is the line between the two??? It's very fine for me right now. I can't differentiate the two just yet. Things I need to do and things I need to let God do. I need more wisdom to figure that thing out.

So that's all for now. Exciting day.

peace out.
Stanford here I comes.

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~~All things are permissable but not all things are beneficial~~