2005-03-30 and it was 4:17 p.m. when I wrote this:
There a ton of things going through my mind right now.
It is the best thing for us to go and do what we are supposed to do. When do I think of what is best for my life instead of others??? rarely. Rarely. That's not how I am accustomed to thinking...about me really. That's why I have stayed here so long.
So go. Think about me and just me. I am not with anyone. No one is holding me back from anything. I can't wait for people to figure out what they are doing and then decide. The decision is made. I live for God and I haven't been listening to him. Sucks..but that's my weakness. Just do what I need to do.
New ways of thinking.
