Alicia Keys was awesome. Her concert was way better than just listening to her cds. She sings better live.

I went with Kenny. He's so funny.

ANyways. I feel like I have hit a wall. I don't know what to do. My mind is going crazy on me...or maybe it's discernment or my intellect or my soul. I am confused.

All I can do is pray something work out. I don't want to take action. I feel like I have waited too long.

So much work to be done. My days are now filled.

I live alone in my grandma's house. There's some issues there as well.

What to do....what to do.

i could. but then again it would be hurtful to someone else, but only if the situation is how I think it is which could be wrong as well.

Undefined relationships...the guessing...are we...are we not....maybe...not at all....whatever....maybe never....there was a chance...there isn't anymore....we don't want to ruin what we have now....the uncertainity of the future....I respect you too much.....are all of those excuses???

For today I am michelle reporting to you live the thoughts in my head. Good night.

Before - next

~~All things are permissable but not all things are beneficial~~