I was in New Orleans in my dream. Somehow I arrived last and when everyone else's night was over....early in the morning...I decided to go out down the streets. I remember all the vendors being closed or getting ready to close. It must have been 4 am, 5 am or something. I was staying in a room with a bunch of people. I dont' remember who they were.

Some military was in there...hm. I can't remember everything...but I felt like I haven't really slept. I do most nights anyways.

So much to do. Alicia Keys is only 1 day away now. Man that came quick. SO me and Kenny are goin. I just saw her video this morning, "Karma".

So many things to do. It's just a fight to get them all done. My body wants to be lazy. It's easier to live that way....not go and do the important things. WE can wait around...but then it justgets more upsetting.

Well I need to go to a meeting...then drop off my timesheets, then go to a fabric store...and go maybe to two more meetings today.

What to do.

I am not perfect. Sometimes I incriminate myself. But am I ready to receive the consequences.

I have to speak up with people. Somehow I am not as confrontational as I used to be with the important stuff I need to talk about. I've lost that ability somewhere, or is it just harder now?

whatever. peace

Before - next

~~All things are permissable but not all things are beneficial~~