2005-03-03 and it was 8:01 p.m. when I wrote this:
It's 8:02 p.m. My father is at my house right now. He just wanted to study he said. For some reason I really don't want to go home and see him there.
My parents...how do I approach and deal with my parents. Why do I cringe when they want to ask me things and ask things of me. What is it??
I made my first ever DVD production. I am excited. Tomorrow I give a tour to 25 high school students. I have somewhere along the long....learned to fear delegation.
I went to a class yesterday at the prompting of my boss because he was going to show them The Color of Fear. His whole class is white. He is the only person of color in that classroom. Because of the nature of the film I felt that I could follow along those lines to get out to "white people" how I really view them. I hope I made them uncomfortable and gave them something to think about. Usually after them types of things I can't get away from the feeling that encompasses the room. However this time I was just like...okay...I got it out...it's over...they heard....or if they didn't get it...they still heard....go on with my day. One of my co-workers just looked at me all stunned. Ya know...it's 8 o'clock...the building is closing.
I guess i need to be leaving. I think I have everything ready for tomorrow. I may have left out some stuff. I am still learning.
I am hungry.
follow timing and be patient.
Love takes time.
Relationships take work.
Respect takes practice.
Respect is hard work.
Respect is patience.
Respect is putting someone else's needs ahead of our own...or is it.
Love and respect....interchangeable?? no. Yes.....maybe. A man loves a woman. A woman respects the man she loves.
Indivisive. Visive??
I need a ride to my car.
peace. out.
