Anything is possible.

Take that chance. Keep your options open. Enjoy the company one person brings to you in that moment you are with that person. Do you want to be with that person forever?? You could wake up one morning tired of looking at the them. Any little thing about them could turn into a major quirk that you start hating that person for. If not hating resenting.

I don't want to be scared of that...but I am. I am. Although that shouldn't matter when you meet the right person.

I am scared of it with certain individuals. When I think of the possibilities of the type of people I would want around me the rest of my life....well some of them I would rather not. It's cool that I know them right now.

I heard a preacher say that it's not worth it to live life without joy. Some people are so addicted to not being happy they aren't able to overlook the little things that make them mad. Instead they blow up and continue to be pessimistis and defeated simply because they are not choosing to be joyful. It's a choice. You can tell your self to smile when you get cut off in traffic. You can shake off whatever you want to. You can say it, you can make a decision in your mind, you can will yourself to do it. The holy Spirit will help you if you believe in that. But if you don't that is by your own choice too. Lots of choices.

It's our own choice and our decisions that has landed us where we are today. And if we don't have all the things we want...seriously desire out of life it is because of our own choices. Our choice in what our spirituality is like and where we place our trust. If you would like to be an outspoken person and be able to relate with people more....if you aren't like that but you wish you were....you have chosen to stay the same. Nobody makes us do anything really. If we seek after something we will find it. If we give up we give up, there's nothing nobody can do for you. If you give up on God....it's your choice....not God's. He respects your decision to believe in him or not. It's a choice.

Choose joy, peace, right thinking. We can chooce those things. We choose everything everyday. We can choose to pray or to stop. We determine what we believe in and what is important to us enough to act it out in everyday life.

A lof of our behavior has to do with what we believe. Lots of people believe the lies told to them everyday by the enemy. There is something out there trying it's best to deterr you from living your life with joy. If you don't believe that, you have choosen to not believe it and your failures will be blamed all on yourself maybe. I don't know that for sure. Just a speculation.

Well that's all for now. I need to get to work. I am waiting for my bro.

Before - next

~~All things are permissable but not all things are beneficial~~