So what happens when there is a guy who treats you and says things you have always wanted to hear and see a guy do....but he just isn't exactly the physical package you wanted??? Or you have two guys who are lovable and responsible and you like them both??? One says "don't hook up with anyone" before a first date. The other makes me laugh so much.....He's just...oh my gosh gorgeous but he hasn't straight out asked me out even though I would say "yes" in a heartbeat!!! THis other guy is just really likes me...I mean...me...things about me and he isn't quiet about it.

BUt hey...I am always on the look out for a good man. What the heck do you??? what do I face??? A date....it isn't a contract that I can't get out of. Am I ready for committment??? in the bible it says that a woman may choose anyone she wants for a husband...he just must belong to the Lord. God isn't going to choose my husband for me...that's my decision. He can lead me and guide me but ultimately it's my choice!!!

Oh my gosh!! I am so frustrated. It's not the funnest thing to be put in a situation where no matter what you do you are going to end up breaking someone 's heart or hurting someone!!

But well...he asked me. A native guy asked me out. He's a dancer, lead singer, and he knows how to sew. He listens..he's smart,...etc.

Another guy...I wonder if he was assuming we were together because he isn't as forward as this other person. He's taken me out and paid for me....stopped by my office to see me...shared some things with me. I have been his friend for over a year now. I feel comfortable with him....and the best part is when we joke around. He's way funny and a really good ball player.

These guys are my age too!! I am only a couple of weeks older than one...and a few months younger than the other. Hm.

No one can really help me make this decision. It's up to me. Will I ruin something with one of them and not end up with either even though....ahhh!!

And a third guy I talked to on the phone ...well I told him I had a date...I can't wait around for someone if they aren't what I would want to be with.

Geez. Geez. Somethings just ...well i can't do this without wisdom and courage. I got to do what's right for me. All i can do is pray and make right choices.

Geez.

my goodness.

I want to date somebody...but i want it to be someone I am into completely. Even if it ends up not working out completely...I would still want to be friends with the person.

My frustrations. I had a dream I was at this one guys house and I was talking with him mom about taking a shower. Somehow all of his family was there everywhere. I wonder why I had the dream. I have spent the night at his house before...hm. Hm.
What do I do??? I am a bit frazzled.

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