This fall semester has been so busy. I finally got my university degree in the mail. IT was nice.

I don't like living in this arrangement right now. Actually ... in reno is fine. I just don't like expectations....or unspoken expectations that some of my family put on me but never talk with me. And no matter what I say I can't change their opinion anyways.

Yesterday..or last night was an awesome night. It's real iffy right now. THere is someone helping me with my dress but I get the feeling he really likes me and wants to do and give me a lot of things. I feel like if I end up telling him no he will resent helping me and all. At the same time there is someone I really just treasure and am attracted to and just appreciate.

However as a young single woman I get and have the right to say "no" to anybody I want. The more pow wows I go to I get noticed...not because I want to exactly but when you dance you get noticed. I got to stay with Summer and her children and her mom too. I really liked that they offered.

Well I have been real busy and feel a bit burnt out.

I am not that far away from having all three regalias ready to go. My jingle dress is in the makin...I just need to lengthen my great grandma's buckskin dress. It's all more closer than I think.

Should I go for it now?? this year?

The possibilities.

Before - next

~~All things are permissable but not all things are beneficial~~