2004-04-05 and it was 2:23 p.m. when I wrote this:
I am in a tunnel.
What's up with this?
Something is up.
you ever had something you know you shouldn't mess with...but you can't see it because you will want it....or you can't hear or smell or have anything to do with it because you will just want it and it seems not comfortable and not fitting but you want it?
hm.
kristoffer says:
hey its me kris dumas
kristoffer says:
talk to me.. says:
what up
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ha ha.
kristoffer says:
how are you doing
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you havin a good time in puk?? he he
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I am alright...just concentrating on graduating from college and gettin my work done.
kristoffer says:
yes im having fun im just waiting 2 see if my cuzin is pregnant.
kristoffer says:
so are u gonna come to puk
talk to me.. says:
oh really. How old is your cuz?
kristoffer says:
she's ok .
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Ahh...I miss puk up there....all you guys....I watch my video I recorded from up there.
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The last people I saw from there was back in Ireland....I saw charisma, jenna, the drum group...it was awesome.
kristoffer says:
cool did u get your pictures on your thing.
kristoffer says:
cool
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who knows when the next time we can make it up to puk.
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yeah....I put some pics up on my pic trail.
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www.picturetrail.com/udutu20
kristoffer says:
i miss u guy's iwish u would come back 4 real.
kristoffer says:
so how are you doing.
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it's possible we could. We are going to wales and alaska this summer.
kristoffer says:
ooh i see .
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I am very busy right now....it's my last semester of college and it's been tough missin so much school..and my grandpa just passed away as well...I live at my grandma's house so it's been an adjustment
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my brother just got home from Iraq...he's a marine and he wasn't able to be here for the funeral. I know that was hard for him.
kristoffer says:
oh
kristoffer says:
gotta go. see you latter
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monica and elmer are up in Alaska right now with Lynda and Jeff ..... they will go to Costa Rica when they get back.
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alright then.
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have a good rest of the day
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bye bye
it's been awhile since I have put up a conversation.
I really want to dance lately....pow wow dance that is. I went to a pow wow in Davis yesterday. My dad took me. There were only 4 fancy shawl dancers and a bunch of women jingle dancers....I wish I was one of the ones competing. Also I want to learn to sew and I want to complete a lot more beading. THings take time...but eventually when you get done with them you can then start on something else and then it does't seem to take as long as the primary. Ha ha..primary.
Michelle...straighten up. Growing up is tough. Life transitions..life lessons. We should learn from the lives of others...but sometimes that won't teach us so we go through something in our own lives.
Of how you spoke to me last night....what is up with that? I have no idea whether to accept it as sincerity. Transitions.
I am pretty busy gettin my school out of the way and adjusting to my life and waiting to accept the responsibility and the possibilities that follow college. I do have the resources to get a full time job with benefits...or i can go back to school to get that extra educatoin which could get me a better paying job plus be more on my time table than the undergrad classes I have been taking. Talk about possibilities for the future!!! There are many I am faced with. Relationships, school, traveling, dancing, job, housing, etc....all these things are in my head.
So is a man going to be able to provide all these things for me? WHat's God's plan for me? Is he not done with me as a single woman just yet? How much longer do I have to wait or am I just not seeing something I should right now?
All these questions are going on in my head most of the time.
Gracias el senor.
The possibilities and opportunities are many. Which to choose?
Lord guide me.
