It was hard seeing him leave tonight. Any person whom we have had a heart connection with ....it's hard to see them leave. There are things only between us...our inside stuff..which is so awesome. but like most things we have to surrender them to God.

We have to let go and let God. I took my bro in laws advice. I have to let go. I have to let him leave.

I am sad and I do care for him.

So there has been a lot going on in my life is such a short time. Everyone has gotten a chance to be critical of me. How exciting.

I may not pass all of my classes and have a delayed graduation...but that's for sure yet.

I am now my grandma's roommate...after having bout 6 roommates altogether....I end up with my grandma. Maybe I will live here longer than expected. I have a house in town. That's no prob with me right now.

But I do want the best for Joey...I want it so much that i have to let him go. If I sense something is not Godly from him I have to speak up. I know I can not make the ultimate decisions he needs to about things. But one thing is for sure and that is that God is looking for those people who are taking what his son did seriously on this earth and desperately seeking the characteristics of Jesus. only that will further the meaningfulness of God's kingdom here on earth.

I want to cry. I am crying. I did cry.

I must put in a call.

adios.

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~~All things are permissable but not all things are beneficial~~