I was so blind.

My body feels so weak.

MY mind feels awful.

And some kind of harsh punishment is coming this way and rightly so.

My mind is messed up.

I didn't combat these things.

I again hurt a bunch of people.

No feelings I feel or want to talk to him.

My heart has been seared into and woken up in a way.

THey were right and my mind gets too prideful on its own.

where and what do I do now?

I need help. I fell for a trick...I fell for sin...more like dived into it.

What is it i hope to accomplish by all this?

Hurt...that is all that can come of this.

THere was a love .... a pure one before this all started yet my flesh got the best of me.

He can still remember how he looked at me and loved me. But now......I took the bait and the snare.

Run me over.

I love my family ... I really do. But I need to straighten up and be able to find out why I got here...and how to deal with getting over the flesh.

Before - next

~~All things are permissable but not all things are beneficial~~