A lot has happened in my life.

I kicked my boyfriend of three years out of my house about a week ago because of threatening emails that some lady wrote to me. He was obviously talking to her and she thought they had something special. He probably did too.

As of the last post....it's surprising that I let the guy stick around this long. And if I hadn't made such a big deal out of it, he'd still be here!!!

Now, I'm the one who will be strong for our daughter. I have to show her all the right things to do and build the most important thing between us, trust.

I really need to let all the stupid stuff he did to me go....he was always talking to other girls behind my back. Always telling me he loved me, but I didn't feel it back. I told him I loved him, but not the way I wanted to really feel in love.

We can't make things out to be the things we really want because we are just limited humans.

It's best to wait for the best and not settle for anything less. Even though I have been through so much torment on the inside, I still have a chance at having that relationship that I truly desire with someone who will hopefully desire the same.

I'm through being cheated on. There are a lot of guys who want to hump everything that talks to them, but then there are those few guys who really want a family and a good wife.

I'm so mad right now! I hate being the one whose always getting rid of the loser and then spending so much time on my own being alone and accomplishing stuff in life. I want a partner...and not one that I feel sorry for or have to make excuses.

At this point in life, there are no excuses that can make cheating emotionally or physically with someone else, right.

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